Every time it rains, it’s as if my body is finally able to calm down. It’s as if rain is the universe’s way of telling me I’m not as alone as I may feel.
THE ANXIETY ENSUES AS I PLAN FOR MY DAY.
IT HOLDS ME BACK UNTIL I SAY, “NOT TODAY.”
An old home
of the way things used to be
EMOTIONS ARE LIKE AIRPLANES,
WITH TAKE-OFFS AND CLIMAXES…
I’m used to walking on eggshells,
It’s nothing new to me.
I’ve spent most of my life
Looking for a way to be
What are thoughts if they’re never shared?
And again, I find myself, floating ,red, In the middle of the sea:
I woke up with a heavy heart. I hope it has nothing to do with you… Do you know the feeling of a heavy heart?